Dreams of Water.
"... You know, sometimes I think these are the very things that give me comfort, Salah says, gesturing at the places and people around them. The thought that everything will continue to change no matter how hard I try to stop it from doing so. That I will grow steadily older, through different and better defines, and that because of this there will always be newness in me too. He pauses. Coming to this city has made me understand many things that I had not been aware of before. It's made me think of myself in a different way.
Aneesa nods.
That's happened to me too. But what about all the things we left behind when we left home?
They're still here. He stops and looks at her. You must feel the same way too?
I can't forget everything that's happened, she replies. Bassam, my father and what's happened to our country. I can never put those things behind me.
That's not what I meant, Salah says, shaking his head. It's not a question of forgetting.
What is it then, Salah? What do you think I am meant to do?
He runs a trembling hand over his hair and smiles.
Just be happy my dear. Do just that."
Jarrar, Nada Awar. Dreams of Water (p:44-45). HarperCollinsPublishers, London, 2007.
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